if Christian thinking doesn’t do it for you, you might turn to the East for help, get a guru find a teaching, meditate for those that don’t believe, there’s always humanism, fate or free will, selfish or selfless, all for one or one for all, yeah there’s a lot so many theories, models, approaches I gave each one a good run but found no tactic ever beached me on any fantasy island so I dropped my reaching and rushing seeking and hoping, let them go and now live loose in

with these gentle rains we listen to the world drink a bedtime story

the red pepper of meanness sprinkled on a dish of wit the humor swallowed a joke burns