lately I can’t stand loud noises, traffic or garish parties of any kind and when I listen to someone, I really prefer hearing one word at a time that’s right, walk don’t run with your words if you want me to follow you, especially if you speak the revealing ones behind your face, under your tongue or already swallowed you may have noticed how honesty loves to chat in the comfortable chairs around a fire

if Christian thinking doesn’t do it for you, you might turn to the East for help, get a guru find a teaching, meditate for those that don’t believe, there’s always humanism, fate or free will, selfish or selfless, all for one or one for all, yeah there’s a lot so many theories, models, approaches I gave each one a good run but found no tactic ever beached me on any fantasy island so I dropped my reaching and rushing seeking and hoping, let them go and now live loose in

with these gentle rains we listen to the world drink a bedtime story